sweetlittlething

i just hate to be alone

2009-12-06T19:17:00.000-08:00

i hate to eat alone
i hate to zzz alone
i hate to watch movie alone
i hate to shop alone
i hate to go out alone
i hate to go home alone
i hate to stay home alone
i really hate to be alone
so........

crazy right now

2009-12-06T06:57:00.000-08:00

haas messed up my whole table with all the stuff i bought..
finally i went to mustafa and bought my calculator

((:

mac mac mac

i was the 1st to reach

pariss..

i love the ham

i know the card is very ugly, i was in the rush so i made this up within 2mins

sakae, sushi, yum yum.. after plucking my eyebrowns

fox

big bag of buyings..

waiting for my "maria" to buy my food((:

i love hearts..

2009-11-26T03:05:00.000-08:00

i love heart shape.. zhiyuan made it for me and jj.. ((:

dont

2009-11-19T00:36:00.001-08:00

dont, dont let it fade away..

for a moment, just a moment

2009-11-17T04:27:00.000-08:00

for a moment i thought..
i really thought..

but youre damn calculative and hurting still!
everything came from your mouth, dont blame me ever again..

keeping mum doesnt mean i dont know..

if it is not meant to be, then let it go..
no point holding on..

numb

2009-11-16T03:52:00.000-08:00

somehow i feel numb..

i had a fun night

2009-11-16T03:50:00.000-08:00

Thx people!! ((:

13/11/09

its over

2009-11-05T01:44:00.000-08:00

nothing i can do
extremely painful but just let it go girl..
you did your best..
muacks..
go back to the life you used to live.. play till you drop..
never be too serious again cos' no one will take you seriously can give you a 2nd chance..
never change yourself, you will only fall harder..
settle down, my foot..
dont talk about love talk about money..
dont be stupid anymore..
"love" "forever" is coaxing people.. theres no love no forver..
thats life..

live like that past

2009-10-23T08:53:00.000-07:00

Fun.Joy.Laughter.Love

I put in lots of effort.. What scarifice i made, you're very clear.. I did it just because considerations of you, i can jolly well be selfish and keep it.. but i didnt, just because of you, i dont want to see you so stressed up.. Just want to let you enjoy life.. How hard was it to part something i really love and treasure.. Do you know? Just because i love you more.. I can only say I'll continue to try my best.. When i say I'll "try" I really will.. At least i mean what I say..

If I live like my past, you will feel broken one fine day.. So i rather be the broken one now, I'm trying to save everything..

Love love (",)

my love

2009-10-22T02:26:00.000-07:00

shock of my life

2009-10-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

shock of my life
fast and furious
1day i lost the senior
1day i got the junior
1day i lost the junior
1day i got the senior
is this a prank?
why must it all come at once?
i'm not a robot i have feelings
maybe things will pick for the better, i hope
just dont think of whats gone, at least i got something back
isnt meant to be mine
we wished for it but its the wrong timing now..
all i can say is we are sorry..
blame us for being useless but we love you.
hope the sacrifice is worth it..

last thing..
Be careful what you wish for people..

(amanda although we are extremely close friends but i dont need everything the same)

say yes

2009-10-17T20:57:00.000-07:00

i take it as a comma not a fullstop..
its going to have a 2nd part..
I BELIVE..

how can i forget you

2009-10-16T20:11:00.000-07:00

everything of me seems to have you..
look at my fb account, even this blog's profile..
its done for him, so he know what im doing when he's overseas..
im still thinking how to get this news over to people but leaving a good impression of you in their mind.
worry for you, thinking of what can i help you, even when im so broken.
my clothes, bags, hair, phone, places everything........ all i think is you.
do you feel the same??
im mad..

shit.. now i treat eveyone so bad, even my grandma, i used to be very patience and tolerant to her.. now i scold her, ans her, give everyone a black face..
all because you're not there..
I need you! I love you!

everything seems too late

2009-10-16T19:46:00.000-07:00

everything seems too late, i know whats helpless now.. the thing is i'm not the one that did nothing and wait and expect it to fall from the sky.. i did everything.. why is it impossible?? i already change.. cry myself to zzz, cry myself awake. i cant help to think of the happy time and our plans.. seriously i dont need what beautiful plans.. i just need to be with my loved ones. no grand weddings, expensive holidays, branded stuff.. everyone thinks i need them but i dont, if i have is a bonus if not i happy too.. but this isnt the case.. i gt pushed around. actually i had many photos not yet updated, but i dont feel like now, its all the happy moments.. our outings, our dogs, farm dogs, edmund bd................................................... some are even so sweet.. we were perfectly the day before then the next say we reached a point that cant be savaged.. its was very sudden to me, i really thought hes the one, very confident in him if not i wont bring him home, plan so much and spend so much time.. every morning i wake up crying that hes isnt mine anymore but im also thinking what can i do for him.. i know exactly whats happening and what should i do.. its hard and it takes time.. people around are trying to help me but im always looking excuse for him.. sorry everyone!! i dont blame him at all, it always takes two hands to clap and i know i always treated him badly till recently i changed, i realise im wrong but its too late.. but thats because i love him too much thats why im paranoid.. i didnt regret at all, everything was sweet to me even quarrels.. i love you junjie!!

now i got to think how to break the news to my family.

(maybe alot of you are laughing at me now, but i dont care.. i admit i'm the one that really need him)
*its a slim chance but at least theres chance..
* if miracle exsits show me one.. i need it badly.. any price im willing
i need you badly..

baby's day at the beach

2009-06-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

Baby's swimming trip at Sentosa! ((: Isnt she cute

I got to carry both when i carry bubble she stand in front of me and bark. she gets jealous

Baby is go good

looks like chanel is bullying her but the truth is she gave a slap to chanel and push her off.. (chanel goes to anyone near her for support, shes still a young swimmer)

Baby is actually swimming in the air

baby looks so skinny

Baby is gets jealous easier.. she doesnt like to share me with other dogs. she barks and them or push them away. when i shared her snack with other she bark at the rest "my mummy bought this for me not for you all, go away" so cute man! my spoilt little princess.. btw after her puppy cut baby can really swim well now.. she swim so far and long, her fur is much lighter. she ran into the sea and start swimming herself, we didint force her.. she had so much fun, she enjoyed herself. im so proud of her!! ((:

nice dinner and clubs for pets(:

2009-06-16T11:21:00.000-07:00

Dinner at Tampanies One

Nice food, right portion, delicious deserts.((:
with My parents, bro and Jbaby
after babypompey's swim @ club for pets.

Mummy mummy i want mummy!

The Golden retriver always disturb baby while swiming. but the thing is baby dont like.

Golden retriver is so attracted to baby.((:

Brought baby to club for pets to swim with Jbaby, my bro, amanda, junyuan and his baby. Omg Junyuan's baby is 10kg, i think is overweight cox nv watch diet.

Baby has too much fur, her bottom always sink down so i help her abit by holding or else she doesnt want to swim. SPOILT BABY.. Shes always very tired after swim too. Going there soon again with Amanda and Annie with our doggies(BabyPompey, Reeko and amanda's or junyuan's. I'm not sure will amanda bring hers or Junyuan's. Its been long since i see Amanda's doggy, cant rem how he/she look. Bring all!! Yours and Junyuan's!! ((:

beauty sleep((:

2009-06-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

Pictures of my BABY sleepy.. (mummy, baby is so tired, i need beauty zzz)

Marina square

2009-06-16T09:41:00.000-07:00

Sake Sushi

Bought some things and lunch.

Charity at ford canning

2009-06-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

Charity at ford canning

Kitty the pink pom

Baby and Mica

My small little baby somehow manage to squeeze Mica off the chair

Cutie pie

"Daddy carry me pls"

"Mummy carry me pls, im hot and tired"

Attempt to smell my baby's butt.

Checking each other out

It was a fun and hot day((: so happy, many pple kept praising my baby.. I love her so much. I also came a few pom owners asking me when will their poms look in mine, so cute and fluffy.. Me and baby is going to fly out the sky. We bought 2 tees, 1 bag and cookies from SPCA. Btw its a charity event. Baby got a bag of free gifts including car decal, dog food, frisbi.......... love love

dinner

2009-06-07T07:54:00.000-07:00

Baby's lucky draw treat form the clubpets earlier.. ((: Worst dinner ever!! Marina Country Club!!
-lousy service
-lousy food
-lousy attitude
CALLED YOURSLEF A COUNTRY CLUB!!
worst then COFFEE SHOP!!

precious one at krangi farm

2009-06-07T01:20:00.000-07:00

PRECIOUS LITTLE ONE.. ((: baby trying to run away

looking at mummy

baby with mummy

asking baby to stay

my precious baby and bubble(baby look so squash :(()

posing to take pics for competition((:

back view.. still as attractive.. hees

I LOVE YOU, BABY!! ((:

opps first time seeing baby getting jealous when i carry bubble.. so pounce at her then wants me to carry, so i carried both.. so cute of her.. so sweet of her.. ((: (which means i'm important to her, at least i take it that way) hees

sick in mind

2009-06-05T10:53:00.000-07:00

i dont know whats wrong with me..
i kept buying things i dont need..
just because i like it, i buy it..
just extra stuff.. waste money
just 5mins i spend 100bucks in my school booth ! come on its not even a decent shop..
i've been buying alot of clothes too, really alot.. im keeping the clothes i bought in a carton and its just clothes i bought from solely 1 SINGLE TRIP..
but actually im quite happy with it just that i feel wrong..
i really got to learn to control myself..
its going to be hard on my future hubby..hees..
movie in the night again.. ((:

Happy 19th birthday amanda!! ((:

2009-06-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

Shopping: dress, tees, blouse, lipstick, blusher, concealer, contact lens(black, brown, grey) ((:

I still havent got my eyeliner and eyelash glue.. :((

(hees, i know im very messy)
I really really wish to clear my whole room, cupboards, bed frame, study table, dressing table, drawers............. i cant find my things!! anybody want to help me??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!

i got her a pressie so last min, hope you like it sweets..

He says "didnt people tell you cant take a pic of pple eating chicken or else the sprit will fly away"
He says im so skinny now. He remembered during sec sch im so cute and cubby.. hees

Im not in diet now, i also got no idea why i just getting skinner.. i wanted to slim down during sec sch but no sucessful, now i dont do that already.. and im also not so chossy on food already..

I rushed from shopping to school to meet amanda and the rest and then to taekwondo.. so tired and rushed..

i've been taking cab this few days, i hate taking cabs, it makes me want to puke.. maybe im so used to baby driving..
taekwondo was fine.. all instructors were here.. time passes quite fast too..

Time for shopping((:

2009-06-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

Its time for shopping!!
makeup, perfume and........... i dont know....... when im there i'll have alot to buy..((:
when town today, got another floral dress, i sae a plain white one but i dont know should i get it, i already have alot of white.. but its really nice, my heart is swaying.. hees.. any ideas??
theres school tml :(( and taekwondo..
maybe i'll go with mummy to town on wed, shes looking for a new wallet.. ((:
I LOST MY NEW LIPSTICK!! arrgh

my lovely ones

2009-05-31T07:08:00.000-07:00

My new bag, gold col this time. 2 wallets, which one nicer??

hees, my tees and dress.. still counting on

baby

look at my baby's position and her eyes are half open

i got alot of these flower clips, rose one also. i tie for my mummy..((:

baby always love massage, she climbed from the sofa to the massage chair herself k..

such a cutie((:

squeeze

I love you so much baby!

ballet ballet

2009-05-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

I watch Dance Subaru!!
Nice
She's really good((:
Hey the dance that "Liz Park" did in the show(the one with the fan), i performed it before in NUS hall when i was 13((: hees
i still keep all my costumes, guess what, i still fit it perfectly now.. I didnt grow at all.. hees
Suddenly the feel came and i went to look for my ballet stuff. Omg 2 more yrs to just finish everything. I started since 4 but stop during sec2. I thought bball was more fun and i had more friends, people at the ballet sch were richer and the sort of do their own things. They just come and go, no friends.. When you're not as gd people just dont notice you and they dont even bother but when you're gf no friends too, they just ostrasize (i dont knw if i spelled correctly, im lazy to check) you.. But at bball no matter you're good or bad, you just gt alot of friends and it makes me really happy. I knw alot of pple thinks im stupid, talented in ballet but stop, noob in bball but gave up everyhing for it.. But i'm still happy with it..((:

recent days

2009-05-30T01:52:00.000-07:00

21stthurs: baby came back from taiwan.. ((: after that we went bugis to do shopping!!

22ndfri: haircut and shopping

23rdsat:went to suntec, wanted to do some shooping but bought nothing, brought small baby together with my family and big baby to mt fab for a walk

24thsun: had sweneens breakfast with my baby jj and my family, tae exam, hospital to visit baby jj's grandpa(he had a stroke) then dinner with JJ's parents (nice dinner, crayfish, tofu, chicken....) love it!

25thmon: shopping @bugis bought alot of things!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yea

26thtue: after sch when arab st with babyJJ and his bro, then tae, dinner:steamboat

27thwed: went babyJJ hs and went jurong pt, had new york new york for dinner and shooping, i bought a musical box that plays (Lion heart), babyJJ bought money clip...........babyjj cooked mashed potato in cheese, nice!! ((:

28ththurs: had presentation, went town to wait for babyjj for movie which he PROMISED me, i bought tickets and waited 2 hrs but he didnt even bothered to come! ask me to change timing but too late!! he's the one that ask mr to buy the tickets first!! want because of his stuipd friends!! NEVER!!after his appt the didnt come straight to meet me and guess what he went back jurong and went to money changer with KEN AND JOHNNY!! I'M NEVER GOING TO FORGET IT!! SORRY, I'M NOT THE KIND OF FOGIVE AND FORGET PERSON..
blame me somemore la
come on when we quarrelled about this, he threw baby(pompey) out, "she also dont like me already, not my dog.. she likes you more, if you want to leave bring her la"
childish, carzy!!
anyway he stayed over, we went out to buy supper
but
**I'm not going to let it go so easily, just wait..
who are you to make me do all this..
(called me childish, inmature..whatever.. i just think i'm right)

29thfri: idiot boy went back to taiwan.. he doesnt want to come back early just because of irritating birthday of KEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make him accompany you the rest of your life la, since he's so important and great!

**before that when i ask him come back early he said okie, when i ask him to call he said he dont know he ask the dont know what people to call.. but when i ask again he make noise can dont want not, you always force me, make me stuck in between..wtf..

money minded, selfish.. ya im spoilt, i'm demanding, i want to get what i want, i do make noise very often but touch your heart how many times did give in!!
freak!
you're not fair!!

rest of photos i'll update later, im going for movie..
yea!! i'm going to get my new bag and wallet tml!! ((:

SKC dog show @ expo

2009-05-30T01:43:00.000-07:00

baby had to change place cox @ QQ still cant cool down
BABY, QQ, BUBBLE, FAITH, KITTY

baby look so pretty but i look so messy.. hees

my little princess

pretty girl

QQ got scolded

the rest of the poms are all female except QQ, but QQ is only attracted to my baby..

cox my BABY is too ATTRACTIVE((:

photos

2009-05-30T01:30:00.000-07:00

dinner at some hotel, i forgot what occasion

dinner at PSA before closing down

baby waiting for me while im doing manicure and pedicure((:

baby baby

steamboat with baby and my bro

brought baby to sim for lunch

our harvest(passion fruit)

Baby's day out 2

2009-05-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

bathing baby.(junkai's chiwawa at the side)

kissing me

baby with chiwawa

Baby's day out1

2009-05-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

POMPEY

my baby just dont like to mix with other dogs..

clever girl

I have a very extremely clever and pretty dog((:

okie the photos are very long ago

dog show ((:

2009-05-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

This injured dog is &&.. sweety's farm dog.. attacked by others:( poor thing

My baby in the competition.. she did win but BABY is so great!! clever, pretty, cute.......... hees

Baby and daddy

So many took pics of my baby.. she's just too pretty.. ((: shes so cute, she doesnt like to play with others dogs.. but she is too attractive most of the dogs come looking for her.. but she just dont care.. she big dogs make her so irritated she want us to carry.. even show dogs wants to play with her but she just doesnt want.. she walks away or ignore.. hees

what to do?

2009-04-25T07:21:00.000-07:00

I'm going to be alone after tml.. sweety is going taiwan for 1 whole month again.. i'll upload all the photos then so least i get somthing to do la.. 1)Baby's dog show 2) Farm 3)Dog farm 1 4)shopping and steamboat 5) sweety's haircut plus manicure 6)plucking fruits 7)pedicure with mummy 8)Dog farm 2.. hees so many ya.. feel abit no mood la..

sleepy and boring

2009-04-15T18:41:00.000-07:00

i woke up like 4.30am to cook fried rice.. went back to zzz till 7am.. and im out now..
so sleepppyyyyy and nothing to do la.. my face is peeling, so ugly i dont even dare to go shoping la.. but i found a way to not make the peeling look so obviours.. ((: i put SK2 clear lotion then put my make up and the skin doesnt look so obviours.. yea yea!! ((: another thing is i cant put the SK2 essence water, if i do the peeling part is going to feel so hot and painful.. so nvm la.. wait a fea more days.. after that im going to be hardworking and make all my little pimples go away.. then i'll tell whether SK2 works for me.. cant tell from the past cox im doing like once a month.. starting from next week.. ((: and and and my back is soooooo itttchyyy, think its peeling soon.. i've beem putting alot of lotion to preveny it from peeling but dont know whether it works.. i hope it does..
last thing AMANDA lets go for pinic!! ((: hees

the usual

2009-04-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

as usual taekwondo today.. seriously i think my bro should go for the competition.. its time to grow and be independent.. anyway he wants to do it and he's comdident about it then why stop him. ya he may not win but at least he has the chance win.. and he is already preparing himself for it.. so just support him.. he had a partner to prepare him for the competition.. they sparred today, the guy bleed and his blood stain my brp uniform. now my mum has to soak the uniform..

for me i did nothing.. the lower part of my face is peeling and my back is damn itchy!!

love

2009-04-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

Say Hello to my PRETTY BABY

SENTOSA!! ((:

2009-04-14T08:59:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA!!

sweety, me, xavier(bro), amanda, milo, jiaxiang, zhicheng, andrew

finally i had a chace to wear my red bikini.. hees

Dinner at BBP after that

Waiting for sweety to pick me up

Met amanda and rest the day before at a sheltered bball court at bukit batok. dorve to westmall, amanda intended to buy a bikini but ran out of size so she got a shorts instead.. then head back to the court, fetch them back and home.. btw i saw the "women" i've always curious of.. shes really huge, Annabelle even mistaken her as a man! and she says i've got nothing to wprry at all.. lol.. sweety says shes getting bigger, scary.. he says he wont dare to bring her out with his collegues.. some how or rather after i heard this i was alittle happy.. hees the rest were commenting about her during the journey home.. presentable is important.. cant be playing bball all your life you see.. anyway thx amanda for calling me to tell me shes there and ask me to come down and see..

((: smile smile

2009-04-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

Car wash long long time ago

Sweety combing Baby's fur

Lunch buffet at Sakae Sushi with Angeliene.

Shopping with sweety after that..

got oversleves the same tee and sweety bought a ripcurl beach suit to go sentosa for the next day.

Went Revenue house with sweety and his friends for some income tax thing..

had fish n co for lunch, then did some shopping.. got sweety, my bro and me sports stuff. then off to school to do presentation then home sweet home..

Airport to fetch Ken..

all wrong

2009-04-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

i dont know whats happening..
what use to be sweet isnt anymore..
problems kept surfacing..
the attiude makes it hard to commumicate..
i've tried to mellow down..
i did sacrificies..
but done seems to work..
no pamper only petty..
no promised only backing on words and excuses..
no sweet talks only shouting..
no dote only grabbing..
no understanding only irritated..
maybe to him its no big deal and is what i should do..
its not me that didnt want to get out of this quick sand, i've tried but not sucessful..
no common thinking no understand.. not totally his fault.. but it some how gets wrong..
so hard but yet he choose "S"leeping then "S"olving..
This isnt what i wanted..

overdue stuff

2009-04-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

random hees

i think is at long john..

Really ediable this round

(JUNKAI's hs)

"LABOUR" of course not my precious baby is Junkai's dog.

This is Bobble's 2nd labour. its a difficult one. The 1st puppy died as the family was out for dinner and junkai went malaysia with kaixin's family for CURTAINS! Bobblr did not 'bite the bag' for the 1st one so by the time the family came back its dead.. come on Bobble should know it. after that she was bleeding alot so she called junkai and he called my sweety whether the can bring her to the vet but we were on the way to dinner with my family so sweety just found the address and ask his parents to bring her there. after dnner we went to look for them..OMG the 2nd puppy came out 3 hrs later.. and the 3rd one 2 hrs later.. its at the opening but bobble did not have enough strength so the vet reached in and pull it out.. she had 3 injections, she didnt want to go for an operation cox he cost $1400.. she just let her hav injections and try first..

I'll take extremly good care and extra attention to my baby is he is pregnant.. save up first in case touch wood baby have difficulty, i dont want her to go through so much pain.. We are lookinh for an white or cream male pomperanian for mating.. anyone knows where to get it or they have it? we will pay for it.. ((:

SUNSHINE PLAZA'S WANTON NOODLES!

one of my favourate..

TOWN

LUNCH AT IKEA

my favourate fish filet.. ((: finally..

Dinner buffet at MIRAMAR with sweety and bro..

The crabs were sambal and i dont take spicy stuff.. so my brillant idea was to put the crab into the wanton soup.. still taste nice okie..

lunch

on the way yea

you know it..

2009-04-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

It doesn't pay being good!

normal days

2009-03-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

watch confession of a shopaholic.. hees looks exactly like me.. i just cant resist temptation.. i know i spend alot alott and live a rich girl life all thanks to my parents.. i love you daddy mummy!! but at least i dont live on credit, the most spend all the money i have.. okie ok, i'll try to improve.. time please..
taekwondo today..
yes sparring..
and i won a black belt girl! hees actually nothing much to be so happy about, although she was a black belt she wasnt exactly good.. but give me some encouragement yea, dont always look down on me la..
my bro is going for compeition but still has to see whether daddy and kazuki say "yes, you are ready, you can go" so see how.. the other instuctor says he can win other clubs excpet NTU at the moment so train harder.. hes going to do some physical training soon.. i hope he really can do it.. ((:

27th and 28th of march

2009-03-31T09:47:00.000-07:00

ZHI CHENG is the BIRTHDAY BOY!!
i shared a waterfall with amanda..
puke before i went home.. hees

Buffet at PSA the next day..

Baby virus

2009-03-25T10:36:00.000-07:00

I think i have some baby's(pompey) virus.. no matter whats she do, i'll think she's cute.. makes me melt! when she zzz beside me and gives a stretch, i'll go baby so cute.. every everything.. even if she distub others or bark purposely i'll still think she's good girl.. hees i always gives in to her.. never scold her, let her take most of my bed, talks to her, hugs her, rub her, massage her.............. i love her very much and i know she loves me too.. shes sticky chewy to me, follows me everywhere, waits for me even when im in the toilet...........

work hard!

2009-03-25T10:23:00.000-07:00

something not so good happened to daddy yesterday at taekwondo, he wasnt happy.. however my bro was damn GOOD, really good, looks a senior.. our daddy's lost will be ours too, so me and my bro are determined to get what we all lost lost.. we will work really hard! we will get it back soon.. ((: so we are going to get new sports shoes, oufits and some other exercise stuff.. i know its going to be hard to get myself back on track after i graduate from sec sch and after all my bball trainings.. i will really train hard!.. SweetyJunJie and BroXavier wants go together..

amanda and me ((:

2009-03-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

damn late for lecture today!! lecture starts at 12.15 but i reached ard 2.. rushed down to town and met Amanda for shooping.. got ourselves underwears and tights, amanda bought more, she had top and bag too.. walked till my feet so tired.. we had kfc and cab home.. oh ya oh ya, theres a new shop at far east, look damn sweet look so fairytale candy house!! i like, hees.. had a wonderful time, meet up again.. hmm, i have a test tml but i havent even touch it.. so tired!

acheiever

2009-03-19T10:37:00.000-07:00

If you want to acheive something, you shouldnt be asking "can do it anot", you should be asking "willing to do it not"

meetups

2009-03-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

Met Amanda and rest..
chit chat all the way.. ((:
didnt see each other for sometime and increasing number of mummies and daddies..
going shopping with Amanda soon.. seeyou..

Dreams and reality

2009-03-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

Dreams and Reality
In life, most of the time it doesnt go your way,
if it does its an extra bonus..
and its maybe better to lead an ordinary ife, not much ups and downs..
you'll just make your life more difficult if you expect so much,
however some still think is worth it..

Brother

2009-03-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

lucky girl((:

2009-03-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

Actually i'm quite a fortunate girl i guess. BUT people just can't get contended, thats human's nature. I get what I want, studying private school for like 3 years but didnt even get a diploma and I'm still studying now. but my parents still provide for me. I just go to school as and when i want and most of the time late, take attendace then go for breaks, play cards, shopping, clubbing, drinking, playing......... I'm not exactly that rich but from young i dont really have to worry for money and abit spoilted. Always spend without thinking. No vacation jobs, just jobs to get rid of time. My sweety also treats me every well, gives me what i want, gives in to me but i still throw temper at him often, scold him, pick on him................ He's been working quite hard for us, he says I wont be able to take the life of working outside, so he will just provide for me(housewife)hees.. but i'll try to change.. i've been attending full lessons so far and only late for not more then 30 mins. I'm still spending on extra stuff that i dont need but at least i consider if i really like it. I just want to do what i'm supposed and fulfil my duties. not to waste time and money, im getting older and should be more sensible, my parents arent young too. It takes time to change yea.. ((: thanks everyone!! Family and Sweety.. I LOVE YOU!!

yummy ((:

2009-03-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

hees, i ate damn much today.. work up 2 plus in the afternoon. LUNCH: 4 sticks of kinda brueno, instant noodles.. DINNER: the $8 prawn noodles (with crayfish, scallop, trotthers, prawns), i finish everything! I love SEAFOOD!! headed to queensway, mummy and didi bought shoes while i eat.. SNACK: 3 tea egges, 4 fishballs and kinda surprise.. SUPPER: durians and coconut.. and now 'lo mai kai' and chicken soup.. hees, shld do some excercise in case i become fat..

My beauty, i'm a lucky girl ((:

2009-03-13T11:25:00.000-07:00

I'm bringing PRINCESS POMPEY home soon.. ((:
anyway her name is BABY now..
she knows it and respond to it already.. so call her BABY people..
I dont like her past name cox its a joint decision with someone else and sweety..
Sweety always gives me what i want so ya, he changed it.. so sweet of him..
he threw everything from his EX too, haas including boxers, her sis wedding photo, everything.. he's so lazy even psp box without he psp he also keep (someone didnt return), letters, cards, drawings, watch........... i just threw temper and he did it.. haas.. what for keep man?? its rubbish..
My cute baby is english educated.. haas she doesnt respond if you talk to her in chinese.. didnt know this happens to doggys also..

sweety and me

2009-03-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

13/03/09
Diamonds are girls best friend.. ((: hees, mummy gave me a diamond necklace out of the blue.. ps i knw the photo is nt clear, took it off my iphone..

our diamond couple rings!! pls give me a much bigger diamond for my wedding..

took bus from sch to lot 1 and met mum for dinner, walked ard but bought nothing..

ate chicken rice but not nice..

as usual quarrelled abit with sweety.. he pass his personal stuff to others again.. i called him to ask something then concern both of us and another guy answered! i hate it! i rather he not answer.. doesnt he knw i dont like to talk to stranger? and still he blame me.. but in the end he apologise so forgive but NEVER forget..

just call me petty or spoilt..

i want it i get it!

and please be resopnisble of your things JUNJIE!!
hees met Aiwei some time ago and i rem her telling me, she thinks he changed alot after being with me.. he's more "da nan ren" to his EX gf, 'she' but he listen to me everything and gives in to me.. and yea hes sweet to me.. just that sometime he gets on my nerves..

is someone getting jealous or heartaches?? lol..

something about me, yea i know i'm vain.. make up is so IMPORTANT, i like dark eyes.. constantly be presentable, sweety says like his EX gf became out of shape and less pretty when they go out together, he tends to look at other girls.. i dont want!! Sweety wants me to get fatter abit but NO WAY.. anyway he loves small size girls, if hos gf gets out of shape he'll be turn off.. I dont want!! lol, btw he says he eat more then his EX but i'm much much skinnier.. guess is in the genes.. but dont think all this will happen to me, im vain by nature.. haas.. anyway my family also will remind me if my face or somewhere gets rounder, ya soo... anyone knw how to make my figure better other than plastic sugery..?? sweety says he'll make papaya milk but does it works?? One idiot thing is why am i so short????!!! at least guys prefer shorter girls, sweety says he doesnt like girls talll (cos he nt that tall, lol).. Guess looks are quite important for guys hur.. last thing why guys can get fat while girls cant?? nt fair!!

SWEETY I bought new dresses again!!
DINNER at grandma hs ((:

Airport 12/03/09

sending baby off

Ate popeys chicken and biscut 2 piece meal.. urms i prefer KFC more.. i dont really like it..

bye sweety come back soon..

loney days are coming

2009-03-11T09:30:00.000-07:00

SWEETY IS GOING TAIWAN LATER AGAIN..
3WEEKS!!
I'll be so alone..
no one to call me text me that often,
nothing to expect when i wake up
no one to pick me from school,
dinner alone,
everything alone........
maybe i'll just stay home for the 3 weeks besides going school..
I HATE IT!!

Sweet days

2009-03-11T09:17:00.000-07:00

Pick me form school then hk cafe for lunch then queensway for a walk and sweety gt boxers(i chose it) i could hardly walk my tummy was so big and so full after the lunch..
finally, headed hm for a nap..
and DINNER
Sweety brought me for buffet at parkball..
Alittle not value for money cox the food was average..
had a happy time anyway..

Little beauty in sweety tee..((:

Jurong

Was at sweety hs then we went down for lunch at kfc..

just happened to see bball match going on so after we finish we went to have a look..

WestZone final..

Joyce saw me go i went up to join her and Ziqun..

Finish watching the girls final..

Jurong had a slight win over Nanyang..

hees i can only say that times are easier now for those playing bball..

no more intensive training and nt as competitive..

you knw what i mean ya.. ((:

hada talk with coach then walked back to sweety's hm to wait for him to come back from his back massage..

1st day of sch

2009-03-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

Lunch at Ikea, didnt have my fired fish but lunch was still nt bad after all..

Then sweety drove me to school..

Lessons were boring and i didnt make much friends, just talked alittle..

not used to it i guess..

I only can say Mdis has a different enviroment from Sim..

and i should have study hard when i was in Sim.. if i did i shld have pass long time ago..

arrrggghh, what is done cannot be undone anyway..

hope things will pick up..

sweety came and pick me hm..

little unhappiness cox of someone so bad stuff happened, bla bla bla..

photos

2009-03-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

08/03/09
breakfat with sweety and family @ long john sliver.
so early, so sleepy My sweet boy 07/03/09

Fish and co on fri((:

getting on my nerves

2009-03-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

I want it, i get it JUNJIE!!
A small spark and you'll get it big..
I swear..
I'm not those that keep it small and lie low..
and
I don't forgive and forget..

all wrong

2009-03-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

lies is in his everyday life..
trust is taken for granted..
promises he made just make him uglier..

I'm 19!! ((:

2009-03-04T08:46:00.000-08:00

My 19th bday!! ((: Steamboat at turf city

Pressies!!

Ring from BabyJ and flowers from my sweet bro.. (1 more ring from BabyJ its nt ready yet)

BabyJ too

Rushed out of bed..
Went westcoast for branch.. supposing for prawn noodles, but it didnt open so end up with laksa.

Rushed to get our stuff with BabyJ..

Rushed to get pompey..

then head to pasir ris for cycling BUT it rained and gt to come back.. change plans: movie and dinner..

BUT again,

it was raining so heavily and the vision wasnt clear and another car 'kiss' my dad's butt.. BabyJ and i reached hm first cox he drove too..

we had a nap before they came hm..

by the time they came hm, no time for movie!!

so just went to turf city for steamboat..

Things cork up but i still had a wonderful bday!! ((:

Thx for all the Bday Wishes i had too..

March3rd

2009-03-04T08:30:00.000-08:00

12 cm shoes from pedder red.. very ex but very nice! ((:

Went town with babyJ.. Bought my bday pressie.. hees thx baby.. ((:
and a long skirt(BabyJ's request) and 2 tights..
brought burberry bag for cleaning to get rid of the stain but the aunty dont think the stain will come off.. so at the end i didnt send it for cleaning.. and its $70 for that size.. so forget it.. wasted trip..
watched kungfu chef too.. but its nt really nice.. quite short and boring..
ps. we sneak in cheese fries and crunchy scrimp from long john.. hees.. Yummy!!

BabyJ

2009-02-28T10:34:00.000-08:00

Soon i'll be able to see BabyJ.. ((:
rainnow after the rain ya..

advance b'day

2009-02-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

Advance B'day dinner at my fav Mirama hotel.. I just simply love the buffet there.. I'm a choosy eater and just that it suits my taste.. All my aunts uncles parents grandma bro went exp Jj.. Ps, my grandma is asking for you MrJj..

MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 4th OF MARCH!! ((:

so much to be said

2009-02-27T09:23:00.000-08:00

some people just cant stop lying!
you knw who you are..
pls get things straight..
"i'm more impt"
ya right..
more incidents more! (you knw it)
maybe i shld just save my effort..
damn sick..

Shooping Day!! ((:

2009-02-27T08:43:00.000-08:00

My legs are breaking.

BUT

At least i got to buy my stuff.. I took bus there and the traffic was very bad.. I was late for 1.5hrs..

and the bus make me feel like puking! arrgghhh..

I hate taking public transport esp alone..

so MUCH walking on high heels..

walked from hereen to cine to get my earpiece, then centrepoint to get b'day cake, taka to get slippers, wheelock to get my jacket (my size is only avaliable there) and clothes..

Oooh ya, i met Annie outside hereen, she ask me when can i go back for bball, i said anytime, she said she will arrange.. Annie i hope is real soon..

I planned to have fish and co for dinner but was too tired to walk back so end up with burger king..

DFS for bus hm and standed ALL THE WAY!!

i took a cab hm from interchange, i didnt take cab the whole day and i was really tired so i think its reasonable for a short cab ride hm.. (how i wish Jj or my dad is here and free to drive me)

Blisters on my foot!!

To make up for not being able to go out, i brought my Pretty Pompey down for a walk..

as usual she's excited. but only a short walk cos my Dad and Bro came back from coaching taekwondo so we went up together..

black and white slim slippers in the boxes

yea! finally my crystal earphones

waiting for cab

make up i bought..

My Inocent baby..

Bring me along pls..

(she knows im going out and she wants me to carry her)

Baby doesnt want to let me out, she wants to go with me..

Baby zzz!!

sweet people

2009-02-27T00:28:00.000-08:00

POMPEY is staying at my home sweet home..

she's been a great company since Jj left..

she sticks with me all ard, everywhere i go i mean EVERYWHERE..

waits for me to zzz, she only allows me to bring her for walks, she just wont follow others..

more sweet actions..

such a sweety..

I love her!!

KUKU faces ((:

we took many of this phots.. (at my facebook)
SWEETY((:

Jj is comingback on Sun!! yea.. and we have 'plans'.. only he knows what..

can't wait..

oooh ya, im going shopping later..

slippers, crystal earpiece and whatever..
i just can't get enough of shopping..

dresses, heels last week..

make up yesterday too!!

(i just dont seems to get sick of shopping..

i don't really like to sit in front of computers, but i'm too bored alone..

Jj isn't here so i don't really go out..

and ya i decided to try starting a blog.. at least i have something to do..)